I’m trying to study but I can’t. I feel uninspired so I can’t see the point. Right now it’s more lethargy but I’m trying to stop myself tipping towards misery. I’ve been singing all day and the songs started out reasonably even keel but now they are getting sad. I’m even repeating the same phrases again and again like I’m stuck on them. I feel frustrated at my inertia. I want to rip into my skin. I hate the phrase mood swings but I seem to have them.
I can’t decide what to do now. If studying isn’t happening, I am as well to watch the X Factor final. However, even that seems a little unbearable since abut 80% of the show is nothing but sound bytes.